B l ack R o ck W a ve

Late

2007-04-12T02:16:00.000+08:00

hey people...

sorrie for neglecting my blogg..

well been busy with work and also hanging out with friends yeah

had a blast last week...
get to meet new people and also get into trouble with aunts...
Candie's aunt is in town man and she can really party...
i've got this fright when i first saw her...
she's got this mummy look.... but have a teenager's heart...

DAMN!!!! whoever can party harder then her tell me...

i'm going to thailand soon...
BLOODY HELL yesterday Bangkok just got bombed..
my baby's worrying.. parents just kept bombarding me with questions
that i have no clue in answering them....

so will i come back in one piece???
gotta wait and see yea....

The Gig

2007-03-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

ARGH...

i'm really sorrie folks for not posting in such a long time

been busy with music, jamming and gigging and all..
freaking killing me....
well played at L Cube yesterday
MY AMP TOTALLY SUCKED BALLS MAN...
it's like way too treble and i can't get my tone right...
but overall it's a great set...
well Zac seemed to be freaking rocking the set...
i'm just stoning out... staring into space or something..

well now the gig's over...
the band wanna concentrate more on originals and our timing and all...

hope things work out fine man...

BLOODY PISSED AT MY AMP!!!
CHEE BEH~

Shooting

2007-02-23T14:30:00.000+08:00

OK OK OK~~~!

here's what happening..

i've got a shoot for my FYP

and the story's about a kid (CHASE) that loves to draw
draw anything and everything..
but his recent work is drawing a imaginary girl..
he can draw everything but only lack of her face (JENN) ...
he's very troubled, so he went looking for his friend for help
his friend (MILES) .. his friend was chilling with him asking him
what's so special with this girl.. any girl's face can fit up there
but why must it be that special one??

Chase was gazing into space and suddenly saw a girl that caught his eyes..
he gave chase..............................................

lots of shit gonna happen man...
wait for the thing guys.. it's gonna blow your mind....

I Was Hoping For...

2007-02-20T04:03:00.000+08:00

i'm hoping for something to come by...

are you the one?

would it change how you feel?

2007-02-12T01:25:00.000+08:00

"she fires up 2 cigarettes and hands me 1 and i taste her lipstick on it..
suddenly my hearts pounding so loud i can't hear anything else..."

-Marv
SinCity

Monday

2007-02-05T15:39:00.000+08:00

argh... here comes monday...

my ulcer is killing me...

ARGH!!!!! stupid life of mine...

wedding

2007-01-28T13:14:00.000+08:00

Played at the Turquoise Room Yesterday...

MOTHER!!!!
it's bloody damn power pack la...
alright...there's no other better place to chill then the Turquoise Room..
Well.. That's if you don't have anywhere else to go.. and maybe wanna relax your mind chill somewhere and die...

Get to meet alot of people from the media and most important CHICKS

Many beautiful ladies were there, but there's one that caught my eyes...
Han: " Eh... Check out the girl in checked. Not Bad..."

she's got the height, got the killer body.. plus also she looks slight Jap..
not very pretty... BUT DAMN HOT!!!
Grr....

Her name's Florence..

Well.... not everything always happen before the solo...

Friends

2007-01-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

i've lost two of my good friends....

welcome to my life

gigging

2007-01-18T09:24:00.000+08:00

The After Effects will be
playing at Phunk Bar
3rd Feb, tickets at $16..
5pm till late
ticket includes 1 free drink....

why

2007-01-13T13:20:00.000+08:00

WHY!

Gluttony

2007-01-11T09:17:00.000+08:00

Your Gluttony Quotient: 40%

You have a pretty good relationship with food - you enjoy it, but you don't go overboard.You've struck the perfect balance between gluttony and self control.

How Much Gluttony Do You Have?

Sleep

2007-01-09T08:31:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep all night..
and now..
i'm in class listening to my teacher blabbering away

after awhile.. everything slows down.. and you can't seem to listen to the teacher

feels like your ears are being blown away by a loud speaker..
her voice is in bass mode now?!
how wierd..
your eyes starts to get heavy and slowly fading in to shutdown mode...

then later on msn...

New Year Resolution : 1.Earn my first$10,000 2. Get my memory back 3. Love my darling wel

UHHHH?!

how insanely dumb... 1st point mayb.. 2nd ok possible.. 3rd..... WHAT THE FUCK!!!
Seriously... if you know who that person is.. people will agree to me what the fuck..

here's the story..

This bloody guy.. leaves his friend for a girl..
push the blame all on project... got time for project but no time for friend..
well ok school work comes first
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT...
got time for girlfriend, able to leave work to go check out the place where she's gonna be at..

TELL ME, if it's your friend how will you feel?
I FEEL FUCKED UP!!!

Purple Rain

2007-01-03T15:47:00.001+08:00

her nick had the words

"I only wanted 2 one time see u laughing.."

i find that line very familiar..
bloody hell gave my head a wrecking head ache

suddenly it struck me like a thunder...
ain't that the lyrics from purple rain??

"Hey.. happy new year.. i know that song.. purple rain right?"
"happy new year.. yeah it is.. have you heard it before?"
"yeah.. it's a nice song.. i love the chords to the song.."
"then you shld listen to the one performed with beyonce at the 2004 grammys"

uh huh.. the song is freaking great.. and it's by prince.. didn't know that prince was such a good composer.. thought he's like a one hit wonder guy or something..

she seemed hurt or something cause always there's this emo nick popping out..
but she said it's nothing,it's her thoughts..

well.. life's like that... be strong.. HAH!

Birthday Presents..

2007-01-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

Alright so....

i've got my phaser thanks to Farhan..
now wad i need...

Boss:
GE-7
Korg:
DT-10
volume pedal..
either a
Boss:
FV-50L
or one of Ernie Ball's volume peds

PLUS!!!
i need a pedal case.... :(

so my birthday's coming if you don't know when it is..
it's 17th of Feb...

run along now... start saving..
get me wad i need...
hahahaha..

Happy New Year..

2007-01-01T16:14:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year People..

Do Your New Year Resolutions..

AND REMEMBER IT!!!

That Girl..

2006-12-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

Went to my cousin's place this morning for some visiting thingy
cause my sister's back..
THE BLOODY PLACE WAS HUGE!!!
expected la.. rich people with money.. for sure live in a place like a mansion or wadever..
the place is like "HI MTV.. WELCOME TO MY CRIB!" kinda thingy...

So yeah..
everyone's at the pool side while i wondered in the house

I was playing the grand piano in the living room,then came this girl...
a girl with a face of an angel..
she sang to a simple tune i was playing.. just like.. damn random...
i never came across someone who can come up with some words and just sang it like that..

i stopped on the 2nd bar and just looked at her...
den came my cousin...

Cousin..
Me..
Cat..

"not bad arh... sings like an angel right?"
"..... not bad.. "
"she's Cat.. and meet my cousin XingJie"
"Hmm.. Nice Melodies... musician huh?"

She speaks in a very flirty tone.. i swear!! she's one hottie i can't take my eyes off man
i just froze like right there.... staring straight at her man...

" do you like wad you see??"
"??? er..."
"hey you're blushing!! HAHAHA!!! you're attracted to Cat!"
" Arh... that's for sure... she's pretty..."
"thanks.."
"so wad you're doing here so early? "
"we're suppose to do some research on stuff but in the end...nothing's gonna be done."

"you sing very well... vocal lessons?"
"no no.. i sing for intrest.. didn't take vocal lessons.. but i try to learn through my friends thou"
"you don't need to try learning.. you're there already.."

whispers starting between Cat and my cousin..

"i'll sing for you.."
i gave a look.. like the.. "oooooooookay~~~" look
"you know how to play "truely madly deeply"?"
"sure.."

then i start playing the chords for it.. and she sang.. beautiful man..
it's like she sang her heart out and it's for you... FOR ME!!
mama~ melting core...

so well... 4 simple chords, 2 person, 1 song..
blasting amazing...

LAST!

2006-12-22T05:02:00.000+08:00

OH! before i forget... i want Keira Knightley too...

Christmas List

2006-12-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

OK OK OK !!!
Everyone's asking me wad i want for christmas..
SO.....

what i want for christmas right ..
very simple..
I WANT EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!

to be realistic..
first impt thing~

Alright man this is top on my list
i want to own the Incubus DVD entitled "Morning View Sessons"
if not the CD... also can.. :)

next..

this are the effects i want Boss FV-50L and Phase Shifter..
gotta get em.. need em man..

lastly.. of course, i want someone special
this is something money can't buy...
and it's impossible for me to get..

i need someone to rely on..

Grrr...

Whatever... that's it...

GO HURRY SHOP FOR ME!!!! GO!!!

it’s so much better

2006-12-21T16:18:00.000+08:00

have you ever waited for someone for so long
and you need to be confident in yourself
so you tell yourself
" i'm gonna get her as long as i wait.. "

you text her once everyday sending msges that you care
and in any case you'll be there for her
she didn't reply you but it's ok...
you hope that tmr will be a better day

then came one of those days that she textes you
asking you if you're ok are you doing fine?
yeah!! hell yeah you got excited and you text back..
you thought she cares for you and all
here comes your chance.. if you want her go out and get her!!
it's your time now...

BULL SHIT!!!

she's still with her boyfriend..
and although they've been qarreling
you stand no where near her heart...
you've always got a gut feeling that there's something wrong
but you hold on to it..
all of your friends asked you to move on..
GIVE UP!!! GIVE UP!!! OR YOU'LL DIE!!
"SHE'S NOT THINKING OF YOU!"
"SHE'S NOT GIVING A DAMN TO YOU!"
you didn't listen to all the people trying to rescue you from drowning..
you wish for a miracle..

in the end...
who died?
no one but you..
that girl's happy alive, friends laugh at your stupidity.

Love shldn't be so fucked.. it's not suppose to feel this way..

Rain / Hollywood

2006-12-20T01:48:00.000+08:00

Alright this guy Rain... he's coming to singapore around Jan... 27th i think..

he's tour Entitled "RAIN'S COMING"

BLOODY HECK!!! now it's only december... and it's raining like mad...

Tsk` Rain's coming.. HAH!

Anyways.. i've always wanted a hollywood star..

MY NAME'S GOTTA GET UP THERE SOMEHOW....

i need a star! i want to be a star..

Morning View

2006-12-16T12:52:00.000+08:00

alright..i'm up early today... IT'S A SATURDAY MAN!!!
i should be on my bed.. snoring away or something..
wanna know why??

shaun's on vacation... he texted me

16/12/2006 08:43:37 AM
"Dude.. Coincidence.. My flight is A320.. Taking off now..i'm scared.. sms you when i touch down.."

ok wad he was trying to say was.... A320 is a song by Foo Fighters.. it's like a plane crash song.. so ya.... Shaun YOU'RE GOING DOWN!!!!

16/12/2006 11:27:39 AM
"Yay! I'm alive!"

ok dude... TEXT ME SO EARLI JUST TO TELL ME YOU'RE ABOUT TO DIE...
never mind.. i still can go back to sleep...
2ND msg came to tell me you're alive...
CHEE BEH!!!!!!!!!!

i bet when the plane's about to take flight you're listen to the song arh...
HweeeeLing (Feeling) type....

X
Thinking no more
X

Hah...

2006-12-16T03:24:00.000+08:00

7 am, gotta get up, needa rush off to school..
i'm almost late, calls kept coming in,screaming "where the hell are you!!"
my eyes are still half open, if i don't prepare now i'm doomed
"yeah i'm coming but not so soon!"

along the way, i bump into someone i knew.
we had a good chat, yeah.. both of us, 2.
hell i look like crap,but she was god damn beautiful
45 mins went by so fast, it just like flew..

we'd exchanged numbers, it was so cool
wad's uncool was... I heard my alarm go off.. i was still in my drool

YEAH BALLS I DREAMT BOUT IT MAN!!!!!

She Dances..

2006-12-15T01:28:00.000+08:00

passed by this dance studio near clark quay and happen to see this girl dancing..

she moves very gracefully, like the wind's pulling her..

so much pain,grief and such powerful movements,

telling a story bout her past and it sucks you in..

the area was bloody noisy

but when she was dancing everything else blocked out

all i can hear was the music and her dancing before me

after the dance she saw me standing there

that's when i get to see her face..

she had a doll face

with a friendly smile she asked

"did you like it?"

"er... well yeah.. it's... nice.."

"nice? only nice? am i that bad?"

"huh?! ouh.. it's beautiful.. i'm very impressed with the moves i froze.. sorry."

"tell me bout it?"

"it's so sad.. i can see you crying your heart out and pouring your tears everywhere."

she smiled..

"it's lyrical dance moves..i'm suppose to be sad because of the song."

our little conversation didn't last long..

and i didn't get her name..

she's soft and gentle..

Beautiful

Last Call..

2006-12-10T10:53:00.000+08:00

I drank the night away last night...
didn't realise how much i drank till i got drunk...

people say "drink your sorrows away.."
i didn't really believe it, but wad the heck give it a shot anyway
when i got pissed drunk.everything arounds me feel so slow motion
everything else didn't matter.. i can't feel myself...
feel so numb and reckless.

but i had to talk to her, one last time...
shook her hand and i went off.
talk to her over the phone.
i don't know if it make sense to her...
but it was to me.

i had the courage to talk to her cause i was numb and nothing else matters..
when i was showering last night.. i cried in the showers again..
but this time it was different..
it felt like i've lost something... something very precious to me...
kneeling to the ground, letting the waters flow through my body
crying alone, trying to feel how is it under my skin..

i know i'm pathetic..
i know i am......

X

i don't even think you know my pain.. my eyes hurt so badly now..

i've suffered... and i wish for it to end~

X

Have You Ever

2006-12-06T14:01:00.000+08:00

- Have You Ever -
`Trap

Ever felt so trapped into something and you want out?
you tried to help and hope it's for the best.. not for yourself but others
you set your heart to it and start making a move
but you made one wrong step and you fell in to a deep hole...

` The Wait

You start making a move and the other person's not reacting..
Phone calls were not answered and Sms was not replied
You waited for hours and still no sign of that person getting back to you..
Then you wanna text that person again
but yet... you don't wanna irritate that person....
Drives you mad doesn't it?

` Thoughts

I cried in the shower last night.. realising what's the problem
I asked myself is this worth it? Why am i back to the place i don't want to be...
knowing that people don't read my blogg so i'm blogging it here..
I felt pathetic.. helpless.. stupid.. restless.. deplorable..
it's effecting everything i do writing music, meeting people , studying , EVERYTHING!

`People

I didn't tell anyone cause they'll say
"OH! Aiyah he's being Xingg.. the EMO kid.. as usual.. ALWAYS ONE WAD!!"
OR
"Aiyah.. you always emo one wad... if you're not emo... you're not Xingg.."

Seriously.. """""" I'M SO PROUD BEING EMO!!!!! """"""
who will be there for me tell me???!!!
YOU?
THE ONE THAT'S READING THIS POST I'D JUST TYPED !?

`Feelings

Would she care?
Does she know how i feel?
Even if i cry, scream or died for her..
would she even bother?

So..
Ever felt so trapped into something and you want out??

Self Indulgent

2006-12-05T08:25:00.000+08:00

I've never come to a situation that someone can be so selfish and just do wad he/she please..
that person send me a msg saying

" you do not understand how angry i am with you ....... (blah blah blah) you can have This.. (blah blah blah) ..."

Apparently that person was pushing to me his/her favourite thing.. treating (that thingy) as a ball or a toy..
seriously i was pissed... i felt angry..but then the sadness hit me.. how can he treat (that thingy) like that... i felt sorry for him/her and i replied him/her back...

He/She was being selfish as in.. he/she didn't think for himself/herself nor for the ( that thingy) ...

X

I wuld love to be with you... but if it's this way hell no...

X

Disappointment...

2006-12-03T16:30:00.000+08:00

These Are My Hands

I Press Keys..

I Write Melodies..

I Pull Strings..

I Make Notes Scream..

I Played A Good Show Last Night

I Did My Best.. And Pulled The Right Notes..

But The Crowd There Don't Seem To Quite Connect With The Band...

or is it me?

But Wad Made Me So Disappointed Was That You Said You'll Be There..But You Weren't

You Know I've Been Longing To Me You But You Didn't Show Up..

Yeah I Did My Best.. And Why? Cause I Was Happy.. Thought That You'll Come Down..

I Guess We'll Never Meet.. -Xingg

The Charmer

2006-10-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

Hah...
Just For Fun Ya...

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

not bad arh...

Ronin

2006-10-30T19:54:00.000+08:00

Dreamt of being a samurai before? Ever wished that u wore that heavy armour and rode horses that faced death with you? Having traditional weddings , pretty girls wearing kimonos walking around.. They lived they're life as poets, politicians, fathers and farmers.

Samurai warriors work hard...
You up for it?

There's A Shadow...

2006-10-26T01:34:00.000+08:00

Have you ever feel that you're left all alone in the world?
Everything else around you seems...
Seems so quiet..
Too quiet..

But yet you feel that there's someone behind you...

To hold you? love you? Thrill you?

you'll never know unless you let that person in...

Think about it...

Magic..

2006-10-25T07:23:00.000+08:00

Name:
Kisses
Set & Rarity:
Time Spiral Ultra Rare
Card Type:
Sorcery
Rules Text (Oracle):
Target players gets to kiss you on every begining of your upkeep till end of the game
Storm (When you play this spell, copy it for each spell played before it this turn. You may choose new targets for the copies.)

Ever wish that you can play life with the cards in your hand ??

*** This Card Is So Rare... It Bleeds... ***

Do you Feel It ??

2006-10-25T03:04:00.000+08:00

Alright guys.. I don't know if you will feel it..

When I saw this vid on Yahoo.com. I almost cried my eyes out.. I didn't because i was watchin "Miss Teen USA 2006 On TV"..

Anyways.. The vid is so remarkable the animation's great , music's damn touching and that short film burns one from the heart man
It talks bout life and loosing your love ones...

Dont take anyone for granted.. before you know it.. it's too late

2006-10-25T01:15:00.000+08:00

Testing..

Attention Please!!