Thursday, December 21, 2006
have you ever waited for someone for so long
and you need to be confident in yourself
so you tell yourself
" i'm gonna get her as long as i wait.. "
you text her once everyday sending msges that you care
and in any case you'll be there for her
she didn't reply you but it's ok...
you hope that tmr will be a better day
then came one of those days that she textes you
asking you if you're ok are you doing fine?
yeah!! hell yeah you got excited and you text back..
you thought she cares for you and all
here comes your chance.. if you want her go out and get her!!
it's your time now...
BULL SHIT!!!
she's still with her boyfriend..
and although they've been qarreling
you stand no where near her heart...
you've always got a gut feeling that there's something wrong
but you hold on to it..
all of your friends asked you to move on..
GIVE UP!!! GIVE UP!!! OR YOU'LL DIE!!
"SHE'S NOT THINKING OF YOU!"
"SHE'S NOT GIVING A DAMN TO YOU!"
you didn't listen to all the people trying to rescue you from drowning..
you wish for a miracle..
in the end...
who died?
no one but you..
that girl's happy alive, friends laugh at your stupidity.
Love shldn't be so fucked.. it's not suppose to feel this way..
4:18 pm
Carved ....