Wednesday, December 06, 2006
- Have You Ever -
`Trap
Ever felt so trapped into something and you want out?
you tried to help and hope it's for the best.. not for yourself but others
you set your heart to it and start making a move
but you made one wrong step and you fell in to a deep hole...
` The Wait
You start making a move and the other person's not reacting..
Phone calls were not answered and Sms was not replied
You waited for hours and still no sign of that person getting back to you..
Then you wanna text that person again
but yet... you don't wanna irritate that person....
Drives you mad doesn't it?
` Thoughts
I cried in the shower last night.. realising what's the problem
I asked myself is this worth it? Why am i back to the place i don't want to be...
knowing that people don't read my blogg so i'm blogging it here..
I felt pathetic.. helpless.. stupid.. restless.. deplorable..
it's effecting everything i do writing music, meeting people , studying , EVERYTHING!
`People
I didn't tell anyone cause they'll say
"OH! Aiyah he's being Xingg.. the EMO kid.. as usual.. ALWAYS ONE WAD!!"
OR
"Aiyah.. you always emo one wad... if you're not emo... you're not Xingg.."
Seriously.. """""" I'M SO PROUD BEING EMO!!!!! """"""
who will be there for me tell me???!!!
YOU?
THE ONE THAT'S READING THIS POST I'D JUST TYPED !?
`Feelings
Would she care?
Does she know how i feel?
Even if i cry, scream or died for her..
would she even bother?
So..
Ever felt so trapped into something and you want out??
2:01 pm
Carved ....